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dustbunny105) wrote2025-07-05 08:33 pm
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Well, I was definitely wrong about getting all the plants done, lol. For as pumped as I was, I just could not focus. I'll probably still finish the two smaller pieces tomorrow but not the bigger two.
The lack of focus extended to my reorganization efforts but I've got a lot more done on that front. I have to keep reminding myself of that because I'm currently in the middle of that "dark before dawn" period of rearranging where everything is everywhere and it looks awful, lol. I got the furniture moved, I got the under-bed storage situation situated. The main issue now is getting everything squared so I can put it all up on my closet shelves tomorrow. Found more Goodwill stuff and some to-be-sold stuff I'd put up and forgotten about, which will just have to be put aside for now. Made some slight recalculations re: new storage furniture pieces I want, mostly to do with where I want to put it, which obviously affects how I want things arranged now. Little things like that have set me back more than they should've, due to the aforementioned lack of focus.
I know I can get done tomorrow but I'm no longer so certain about actually managing it. Trying to be kind to myself on that front but it's so frustrating... I'm not giving up, though!! I'm so close, I can feel it. I think I need to just shove aside the "deal with it later" items, whether it's donations or stuff to be sold or things that I don't have the storage pieces for yet, and refuse to think about any of it until I finish figuring out the things I plan to actually live with. I think that's a not insignificant part of what's tripping me up, when I actually can manage to pay attention to what's in front of me. Gonna bank on that, anyway, and see if putting it all out of sight helps.
Final stretch! Just gotta bring it home.
The lack of focus extended to my reorganization efforts but I've got a lot more done on that front. I have to keep reminding myself of that because I'm currently in the middle of that "dark before dawn" period of rearranging where everything is everywhere and it looks awful, lol. I got the furniture moved, I got the under-bed storage situation situated. The main issue now is getting everything squared so I can put it all up on my closet shelves tomorrow. Found more Goodwill stuff and some to-be-sold stuff I'd put up and forgotten about, which will just have to be put aside for now. Made some slight recalculations re: new storage furniture pieces I want, mostly to do with where I want to put it, which obviously affects how I want things arranged now. Little things like that have set me back more than they should've, due to the aforementioned lack of focus.
I know I can get done tomorrow but I'm no longer so certain about actually managing it. Trying to be kind to myself on that front but it's so frustrating... I'm not giving up, though!! I'm so close, I can feel it. I think I need to just shove aside the "deal with it later" items, whether it's donations or stuff to be sold or things that I don't have the storage pieces for yet, and refuse to think about any of it until I finish figuring out the things I plan to actually live with. I think that's a not insignificant part of what's tripping me up, when I actually can manage to pay attention to what's in front of me. Gonna bank on that, anyway, and see if putting it all out of sight helps.
Final stretch! Just gotta bring it home.